When peacocks are hatched, they are ugly grey balls of fluff. When you snap a Polaroid, it is grey, then murky, washed out. When a baker puts a cake in the oven, it is runny, mealy, and inedible. A great burgundy goes into the bottle as grape juice. When a marathoner crosses the finish line, her body is depleted, her heart is erratic, her brain is mush. When you are clinging to the side of a mountain, your face pressed against the granite — you can’t see its shape against the sky, its majesty.
Judgement require distance and perspective. The drama of the creative process takes a while to unwind and calm down. All that adrenaline needs to be flushed from the system. The paint takes time to dry and reach its true hue. All your many decisions need to settle into each other, to lose the emotion of the struggle.
So often, I read a years-old essay and am surprised by it. It is funny, it is wise, and most surprisingly, I wrote it. But when I did, I thought it was crap. I flip back through a long-closed sketchbook and am reminded of what it was like to draw it; I see my decisions of the moment with clarity and respect. The wonkiness is no longer a source of anxiety; I recognize it as emotion, as style, as the deliberate choice of a part of me that was operating from a great depth.
The time to judge your work is after the clang of battle has died down, the dust of hooves has settled. Only then can you see what you have done. And if it is good.
And what does good mean? It begins with remembering why you started the journey. What was your goal, your inspiration, the problem you wanted to solve? Was it to capture the light on the wall, the feeling in his eyes, the memory of home? In the process, you may have forgotten that objective. Go back to it now and look again.
Or perhaps that spark was just the beginning. You may have gone far afield since then, discovered things you never knew could be, hastily stuffed revelations into your pockets and hurried on down the road. Now is the time to unpack and go back over those discoveries and lessons to see where they led you.
Begin your assessment with a prayer of thanks. Every creative journey has its rewards. It’s never wasted time. Put your disappointments aside and look for your bounty.
And remember to be gentle as you would with that baby peachick, its feathers still wet and grey, still feeble and needing your protection so that with time and handfuls of corn it may yet grow into its glory.
Such well-written, valuable advice. Thanks Danny!
LikeLiked by 11 people
Wonderful piece
LikeLiked by 3 people
🦚💙
LikeLike
You were born to be a guru Mr Gregory!There’s so much wisdom and truth in this blogpost. Sometimes I look back and realise that certain pieces of work are much worse than I thought they were at the time (ha!) but mostly when I look I realise that they were much better than I thought. And always they remind me of my creative journey, of where I’ve come from and where I’m going, of the lessons I’ve learned and the progress I’ve made and, most importantly, of the teachers I’ve had, including you. And always, I’m grateful.
LikeLiked by 12 people
Such wise words that deserve to be well taken into account. Thanks so much, Danny
LikeLiked by 8 people
Thank you Danny for your beautiful words. What you wrote is so true. It is easy to condemn and judge too quickly without giving time and distance. Imagine if that peacock, knowing it would be ugly at the initial stage, persuaded itself at that moment that this ugly experience would be forever-it probably would never have hatched. Ideas and drawings never materialize because our minds and thoughts (perhaps emotions) interfere and judge way too quickly squashing the potential hidden beauty that needs to be materialized with time. Beginning with an assessment with a prayer of gratitude is a beautiful reminder to look at ourselves and our creative process as something that is becoming and evolving. It is not the final destination that is beautiful but our journey where we experience struggles and frustrations (tears), growth and fruition that is the important thing. My gratitude extends to you Danny for your words of truth. Thank you
LikeLiked by 8 people
If only we could remember Danny. I appreciate your efforts most of the time. I don’t when I lose sight of what I am after. The artwork, I like the artwork also.
LikeLiked by 8 people
So beautifully expressed. Thank you. Do not edit as you work. I repeat this a lot so it is becoming habit, otherwise you lose the flow.
LikeLiked by 8 people
Thanks, Danny! Great reminders! So easy to snap judgement even before the paint is dry! I always date my work….My old brain tends to forget when I did the sketchbook and by dating it I can see progress. As always you give us food for thought!
LikeLiked by 8 people
I want to print this out and hang it on my studio wall, so I can remind myself of how true your words ring. -you have such great insight, pointing out what we should know, but somehow we forget. Thank you,Danny, for taking the time to put these thoughts out there. Very helpful.
LikeLiked by 9 people
Excellent advice, Danny. Every few months I go through my photo archives looking for lost treasures. There is rarely a search where I don’t find one, or several. Nothing changes the raw file as it sits on a disk drive – it’s my perspective that changes.
LikeLiked by 8 people
Hi. I stumbled upon this post today-what a wonderful happy surprise! Thank you.
🙏🏻
LikeLiked by 9 people
Spot on. Lovely.
LikeLiked by 4 people
Lovely post.
LikeLiked by 4 people
I’ll share it, of course, but after the wonderful information gets cleansed, it will take a good time over it. 🙂
LikeLiked by 4 people
Reading you made me think about Julia Cameron. I love your words 🙂
LikeLiked by 4 people
Thanks. I really needed that.
LikeLiked by 4 people
Reblogged this on Strands in the Weave of My Thoughts and commented:
So true. I’ve very often cringed at my own work, only to come back much later on to feel surprisingly good over its insightfulness or its unexpected creativity. Distance is needed to appreciate art, especially one’s own. Don’t churn out your work either. It hinders self discovery — the whole point of art.
LikeLiked by 6 people
So very true
LikeLiked by 5 people
Nice, I think, we don’t consciously check at each stage how well we are faring. Funny enough, at work, I constantly believe in data and registering success/failure. It is so methodical, but when it comes to personal goals, so many things have gone astray!
LikeLiked by 5 people
i find this a very truthful discourse. sometimes, we carry too many judgements into everything, but those are often turned like a sword back upon ourselves as well. always be moving forward, and the dust will settle allowing our reflections to be honest. thank you greatly for your sharing these thoughts with everyone.
LikeLiked by 5 people
Beautiful!
LikeLiked by 5 people
This was awesome. It’s like a gentle reminder to go back once in a while to not lose yourself in the process. Well ateast to me anyway
LikeLiked by 4 people
Would you mind taking a read of my posts? I’m hoping to improve in my writing and need feedback to do so
LikeLiked by 4 people
Amazingly written!!!
LikeLiked by 4 people
That’s amazing advice, thank you 🙂 time and perspective can change everything and it’s so important to recognize that
LikeLiked by 4 people
[…] via How to judge your work — Danny Gregory […]
LikeLiked by 3 people
So true! Thank you
LikeLiked by 4 people
Such a wise words. And motivating too.
LikeLiked by 4 people
This was a well written dense post – love the way you looped back around to the tender egg
–
And how encouraging this is. So crucial to give space and time for perspective
Thank you
LikeLiked by 4 people
It’s true.
LikeLiked by 4 people
They say put your writing to one side for a few weeks. Come back to it then to edit and refine.
LikeLiked by 3 people
Beautiful! Well done, friend.
LikeLiked by 4 people
[…] How to judge your work — Read on dannygregorysblog.com/2019/04/02/how-to-judge-your-work/ […]
LikeLiked by 2 people
[…] How to judge your work — Read on dannygregorysblog.com/2019/04/02/how-to-judge-your-work/ […]
LikeLiked by 2 people
I feel so better with my naive work now, it definitely brings a smile.
LikeLiked by 3 people
Really love this Danny! Thank you🦋
LikeLiked by 2 people
“Every creative journey has its rewards. It’s never wasted time. Put your disappointments aside and look for your bounty.” – this has an impact in me. I’m learning several online platforms now and I’m sometimes felling disappointed if I have wasted my time. But what you have just said in your article inspires me that at least “it never is a wasted time.
LikeLiked by 2 people
This is very helpful. I’ll apply this to my work going forth.
LikeLiked by 2 people
How beautifully put.
LikeLiked by 2 people
“Judgement require distance and perspective”
Agree. Starting two years ago I redrew, resized, and made 500 cartoons from 1985 to present uniform square frames. It was a lengthy project but when I get ready to publish again I will have much improved work to showcase.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Danny, thank you for sharing this post. It’s really uplifting. I recently started by blog in November and at times I feel that ugly gray ball of fluff. I hope time will give me perspective and gratitude for the journey getting to my purpose!
LikeLiked by 2 people
Thank you for the encouraging thoughts! ☺️
LikeLiked by 3 people
Reblogged this on David R. Matteri.
LikeLiked by 2 people
What a great piece! This is perfect for my creative writing students when it comes time to revise. May I link to it within an academic, college course shell (also password protected?) I love metacognitive pieces that help reduce students’ anxiety.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Sure thing Kendra.
LikeLike
Thanks!
LikeLiked by 1 person
I guess I needed this encouragement. Thanks!! 🙂
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thanks for this!
LikeLiked by 1 person
This is beautiful. As a writer, I really needed this today.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Sometimes I’m afraid of judging any creative stuff I did back in the days, as I feel ashamed. How could I even do that? Funny how on the spur of the moment and positive emotions we judge something as good, and after a while completely opposite. Great post!
LikeLiked by 3 people
Very good article and timely reminder for us to know ” Every creative journey has its rewards. It’s never wasted time”
“And remember to be gentle as you would with that baby peachick…..” -this is very important as we tend to beat ourselves for the delay in reaching our goals or meeting the set expectations. Thanks!
LikeLiked by 3 people
Lovely inspiring post. Thank you for sharing 😊
LikeLiked by 1 person
All the stars require space. Great post!
LikeLiked by 2 people
Wonderfully written inspiring. Valuable Life Lesson advice. Great read, thanks for sharing.
Yonnie💜🌸🙏
LikeLiked by 2 people
I agree, Danny. Some work needs the distance of time to be appreciated. Sometimes it’s something that I didn’t think much of and hardly recognized it as mine. Other times it’s something I thought was hot to trot until I hauled it out and revisited it. Like a short story that was rejected three years ago. I can see now why it didn’t make it and plan to re-work it. Writing is an ongoing journey.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Great Post Danny as the saying goes we are worst critic. My journey is just beginning when it comes to beginning a blog and writing my first book. I started the journey because words matter, stories matter. But as I look through what I write your right I do judge it harshly instead of stepping back. Thank you for your wisdom!
LikeLiked by 1 person
Great advice! This is why I always edit after leaving my work alone for some time, so I have the chance to separate my emotions and read my work as if outside looking in
LikeLike
lovely. so deep. yet so humble. I will always keep this in mind.
LikeLiked by 1 person
That’s so beautifully written. Your words pierced through the gloomiest phases of life yet the important ones. Everybody needs to see this!
LikeLiked by 2 people
Oh wow! The right blog at the right time. It’s so true, sometimes it takes a little time to understand what gems we can create with our own hands.
LikeLiked by 2 people
that explains both bright and dark side of people…
LikeLiked by 1 person